She was anxiously waiting for the 2:00PM. Still two hours left as she looked at her old Casio watch and started cleaning its top with her thumb. This watch was a gift from her mother when she entered the medical college. A smile spread on her lips. ” what a day it was!” she thought. Her mother had tears in her eyes when she took out the watch and gave it to her.
I wish I could give a very expensive gift to you love but ..” tears up to the brim
Maan ji, no mother in the world could give a more expensive gift to her daughter. Only because of you I am able to get into the medical college. Pray for me that I am able to help those who need me like baba wanted
” InshAllah!, you are my daughter. Your father always helped others and he gave his life while helping others. I am sure you ….” finally tears could not be contained, she could not complete her sentence.
They were a small and poor but a happy family. Riaz, her father, was a Rickshaw driver, helping people to reach their destination. He was a very hard working and honest man. He would never over charge his customers. Always took his profession as his social duty too. Most of the population of the city did not have car and he made it a point that if people needed transport , they should be satisfied with the services.
He always told his wife, Razia, ” I could not go to school because I could not afford it but Zainub will go to school. InshAllah she will become a doctor one day and then will help poor people, no one takes care of them. She will make a difference in people’s life
But she is a girl!. she will have to marry. Who will marry her if she is so much educated” Razia always thought like other women in her neighbourhood.
You will see when she becomes a doctor, there will be a que of boys from clifton and defence who would like to marry her” his eyes beaming with pride
You are crazy!. We will see when the time comes. She is only 4 now
Days passed by and this family lived a life of contentment that their honesty and faith brought to them. But things do change..and they really did.
It was a day of early November. Darkness started to engulf Karachi ,once the city of lights. Men stood against their own brethern just because they spoke different language and wore different dresses.Trust started to fade away from the city that was always a welcoming home for every Pakistani. People started to play in the hands of puppeteer. Strike, setting tyres on fire and cars ablaze became standard ways of expression. It was mid day and Riaz had gone to a school for admission of Zainub. He was very happy once he deposited the fee and the teacher gave him the syllabus, a printed sheet. He came out and thought to pick up few customers before going home and celebrating an occasion which might be one of the biggest in his life. Suddenly he heard on the radio that riots have broken out in the city as one group killed one of the leading member of other group. He turned his rickshaw towards home, hoping to pass the dangerous areas before hell breaks out. He saw a woman with a child waving her hand to him to stop. He could not just ignore the woman when the city was not even safe. He stopped
where do you want to go? don’t you know city has turned violent?
brother, I had to come out..my daughter is sick and I have to go to the hospital
ok..come come…I will see what can I do because we will have to pass through the dangerous area to get to the hospital. Don’t worry sister, let me see
Thankyou brother…
And then it happened what they feared. A mob came after the rickshaw and ordered woman to get off and go; then they started beating him up. Few put his rickshaw ablaze.
They left him there lying in a pool of blood and a paper in his tightly closed fist..the syllabus. He was later taken to hospital but there were no doctor who would attend to him. Humanity took another plunge.
Zainub did not know anything except that her father is gone forever; he will not bring candies anymore. For Razia, it was the end of life. She could have ended her life had it not been for young Zainub. She knew she not only has to live but has to earn too. She made a promise to her late husband ” I know you were right
, InshAllah our Zainub will become doctor!
“. After few days of mourning, She took cleaning and washing jobs in homes , working for whole of the day but she did not allow herself to get tired or sick. Years passed by and her hardwork paid off. Zainub excelled in academics , leaping far ahead of her peers. Finally the day had come..May 12…the last day of the house job for Zainub. She will be a complete Doctor today.
Doctor Zainub, there is an emergency…firing case” she was brought back to the present
lets go ” she said while running to emergency ” What happened?”
Riots broke out in the city. The guy is a taxi driver. He went out to pick people stranded away from home. The mobsters from stopped him and set his taxi on fire and then shot him.”
Past started running in her mind again. Is it repeat telecast of the same drama?. 23 years have passed but city remains as violent. Why don’t these mobsters respect humanity. Why do they kill anyone who thinks differently. She was trying hard to resuscitate the patient. She did not want another Riaz, another Razia , or another Zainub. She was perspiring with mind at the verge of hope. Finally her efforts did not go invain. The patient started breathing again. The senior doctor had arrived and took it from there.
She was tired…breathing heavily…tears of joy in her eyes. She could go home now, its 2:00 PM May 12,2007..She has finally made the difference in someones life. ” Maan ji will be happy” she thought. She could not wait to narrate all the events to her mother.
Razia kissed her forehead and then looked to the sky ” I have fulfilled my promise…You were right again!”

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise,
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

- Elizabeth Browning


Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war,
How to divide the conquest of thy sight;
Mine eye my heart thy picture’s sight would bar,
My heart mine eye the freedom of that right.
My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie,
A closet never pierc’d with crystal eyes
But the defendant doth that plea deny,
And says in him thy fair appearance lies.
To side this title is impannelled
A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart;
And by their verdict is determined
The clear eye’s moiety, and the dear heart’s part:
As thus; mine eye’s due is thy outward part,
And my heart’s right, thy inward love of heart.

- William Shakespeare ( Born April 26 )

یہ بادِ سحر
یہ روشن سویرا
یہ چنچل سی کوئل کی
میٹھی سی کوکیں
ہواؤں کی دھن پر
لہکتی سی شاخیں
یہ گھنگور گھٹائیں
یہ لہراتا بادل
زمیں چومتی
یہ رِم جِھم پھواریں
یہ بکھرے سے موتی
یہ خوشبو ہوا میں
سبھی تو یہ ہی خبر لا رہے ہیں
کہ تم آ رہی ہو

یہ دنیا خوبصورت ہے“ سے ”

Translation

This morning breeze
This bright dawn
This sweet voice of
singing cuckoo
Dancing tree branches
on the tunes of the wind
This dark overcast
and the floating cloud
This drizzling rain
embracing the ground
These pearls spread around
This fragrance in the air
Everything announces
Your arrival!.

from ” Yeh Dunya Khubsoorat Hai”

تیرے دن اور میری راتیں
ہمارے جیون بدل رہے ہیں
تیرے سپنے ، میرے سپنے
ہمارے سپنوں میں ڈھل رہے ہیں

Translation

Your days and my nights
transformed into our life
Your dreams and my dreams
turned into our dreams

March 14…It is exactly one year now since I started this blog. I have enjoyed it all the way…writing, reading comments and responding to them. After contributing almost one poem / story a week , I think I should take a break for couple of weeks …. thanks to all who appreciate my work…and those who don’t…well they don’t have any reason to come here :-D

Allah be with everyone of us…

my time starts now :-D

نہیں تھا کہیں میں اس جہاں میں
مگر پھر بھی تیرے خیالوں میں تھا میں
تیری تمنّا ، دعا بن گیا تھا
سیاہ شب، دن کے اُجالوں میں تھا میں

محبّت سے سینچا، محنت سے پالا
مجھے اُس جہاں سے دنیا میں لائی
آنکھیں جو کھولیں تجھے ہی تو پایا
تصویر آنکھوں نے تیری بنائی

آواز ہونٹوں سے پہلی جو نکلی
تو سارے جہاں میں تجھے ہی پکارا
پہلا قدم جو اٹھانے چلا میں
تو اُنگلی پکڑ کر بنی تو سہارا

لفظوں سے جب کھیلنے کو چلا میں
تو اللہ کہنا تو نے سکھایا
مخلوق میں، وہ خالق ہے سب کا
نہیں جانتا تھا، یہ تو نے بتایا

منزل بہ منزل ، قدم در قدم
جیون کی راہوں پہ چلنا سکھایا
کامیابیوں پر خوش بھی ہوئی تو
ناکامی پر حوصلہ ہے بڑھایا

منزل کو سر کرنے جب بھی چلا میں
اتاریں نظر سے ساری بلائیں
خوشی پہ میری، میرے ماتھے کو چوما
غم میں میرے مانگی راتوں دعائیں

جہاں سے بھی گزروں جہاں پر بھی جاؤں
تیرے پیار کی مجھ کو عادت رہے گی
مجھے روز تیری ضرورت رہی ہے
مجھے روز تیری ضرورت رہی گی

یہ دنیا خوبصورت ہے“ سے ”

Translation

I did not exist anywhere in this world
yet I existed in your thoughts
I had become a dream , a prayer
in the black night and bright day lights

You nourished me with love, hardship
You brought me from the other world to this world
When I opened my eyes I found only you
My eyes preserved image of you

When first sound came out of my lips
In whole of the world I called only you
When I took my first step
You held my finger to make me stable

When I started playing with words
You taught me to call ‘Allah’
I am HIS creation and HE is creator of all
I did not know, You told me that

Goal by goal, step by step
You taught me to walk through the life
You became happy with my success
and encouraged me on my failures

Whenever I started my journeys
Just by looking , you removed all evil eyes
You kissed my forehead when I became happy
and prayed all nights when I was sad

Whatever I do, wherever I go
I am used to your love
I needed you daily in my life
I will need you everyday for rest of my life

- fromYeh Dunya Khubsoorat HaiCopyrights Reserved

Sometimes I have thought it would be an excellent rule to live each day as if we should die to-morrow. Such an attitude would emphasize sharply the values of life. We should live each day with a gentleness, a vigor, and a keenness of appreciation which are often lost when time stretches before us in the constant panorama of more days and months and years to come. There are those, of course, who would adopt the epicurean motto of ‘Eat, drink, and be merry,’ but most people would be chastened by the certainty of impending death.

In stories, the doomed hero is usually saved at the last minute by some stroke of fortune, but almost always his sense of values is changed. He becomes more appreciative of the meaning of life and its permanent spiritual values. It has often been noted that those who live, or have lived, in the shadow of death bring a mellow sweetness to everything they do.

Most of us, however, take life for granted. We know that one day we must die, but usually we picture that day as far in the future. When we are in buoyant health, death is all but unimaginable. We seldom think of it. The days stretch out in an endless vista. So we go about our petty tasks, hardly aware of our listless attitude toward life.

The same lethargy, I am afraid, characterizes the use of all our facilities and senses. Only the deaf appreciate hearing, only the blind realize the manifold blessings that lie in sight. Particularly does this observation apply to those who have lost sight and hearing in adult life. But those who have never suffered impairment of sight or hearing seldom make the fullest use of these blessed faculties. Their eyes and ears take in all sights and sounds hazily, without concentration and with little appreciation. It is the same old story of not being grateful for what we have until we lose it, of not being conscious of health until we are ill.

I have often thought it would be a blessing if each human being were stricken blind and deaf for a few days at some time during his early adult life. Darkness would make him more appreciative of sight; silence would teach him the joys of sound.

Now and then I have tested my seeing friends to discover what they see. Recently I was visited by a very good friend who had just returned from a long walk in the woods, and I asked her what she had observed. ‘Nothing in particular,’ she replied. I might have been incredulous had I not been accustomed to such responses, for long ago I became convinced that the seeing see little.

How was it possible, I asked myself, to walk for an hour through the woods and see nothing worthy of note? I who cannot see find hundreds of things to interest me through mere touch. I feel the delicate symmetry of a leaf. I pass my hands lovingly about the smooth skin of a silver birch, or the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. In spring I touch the branches of trees hopefully in search of a bud, the first sign of awakening Nature after her winter’s sleep. I feel the delightful, velvety texture of a flower, and discover its remarkable convolutions; and something of the miracle of Nature is revealed to me. Occasionally, if I am very fortunate, I place my hand gently on a small tree and feel the happy quiver of a bird in full song. I am delighted to have the cool waters of a brook rush through my open fingers. To me a lush carpet of pine needles or spongy grass is more welcome than the most luxurious Persian rug. To me the pageant of seasons is a thrilling and unending drama, the action of which streams through my finger tips.

At times my heart cries out with longing to see all these things. If I can get so much pleasure from mere touch, how much more beauty must be revealed by sight. Yet, those who have eyes apparently see little. The panorama of color and action which fills the world is taken for granted. It is human, perhaps, to appreciate little that which have and to long for that which we have not, but it is a great pity that in the world of light the gift of sight is used only as a mere convenience rather than as a means of adding fullness to life.

If I were the president of a university I should establish a compulsory course in ‘How to Use Your Eyes’. The professor would try to show his pupils how they could add joy to their lives by really seeing what passes unnoticed before them. He would try to awake their dormant and sluggish faculties.

- From ” Three Days to See “ by Helen Keller

مجھ کو دیکھا ہے تم نے
مجھ کو تم جانتے ہو

آوارہ سڑکوں کا بچّہ ہوں میں
مجھ کو پہچانتے ہو

جب سے آنکھیں کھلیں
مجھ کو سڑکیں ملیں
گود کیا ہے میں نے نہ جانا کبھی
پیار سچ ہے، یہ نہ مانا کبھی
کبھی بستر ملا آسماں کے تلے
کبھی کوڑے کنارے پناہ مل گئی
میں کھلونوں کو پا کے روتا بھی کیا
مجھ کو روٹی کے ٹکڑے میں جاں مل گئی

کچھ خواب ہی ہیں حقیقت میری
کیا خواب ہی ہیں قسمت میری؟
وہ پڑھنے ، لکھنے، کتابوں کا خواب
وہ روزانہ سکول جانے کا خواب
وہ کپڑے بدلنے، نہانے کا خواب
وہ بننے سنورنے دکھانے کا خواب
میز پر بیٹھ کر کھانا کھانے کا خواب
وہ اپنی ہی سائیکل چلانے کا خواب
بڑا آدمی ایک بننے کا خواب
سب کو بڑا پھر بنانے کا خواب

تعبیر خود ان کو کر لوں گا میں
اپنے خوابوں میں خود رنگ بھر دوں گا میں
بس میٹھے سے اپنے کچھ بول دو
میرے ہاتھوں میں
بس تم نہ کشکول دو

یہ دنیا خوبصورت ہے“ سے ”

Translation

You have seen me
You know me
I am wandering kid of the street
You recognize me

When I opened my eyes
I was on the streets
I never knew what a cradle is
I never thought love is a reality
Sometimes I slept under the sky
and at others just beside the trash
How could I cry after getting the toys
I found life in the piece of bread

Few dreams are my reality
Are only dreams my fate?
A dream of reading, writing and of books
A dream of daily going to school
A dream of changing clothes and having bath
A dream of being dressed up and showing off
A dream of having dinner at the table
A dream of riding my own bicycle
A dream of being a great man
A dream of then turning others into same

I, myself, will make my dreams come true
I will color all my dreams
You can just bestow some sweet words
and do not give me the begging bowl!

- fromYeh Dunya Khubsoorat HaiCopyrights Reserved

Paris, je t’aime !

شہر روشنی کا یہ عالم کا مرکز
جادو بلا کا ہر چیز میں ہے
ہر سو ہوا میں خوشبو ہے پھیلی
جسے دیکھو مدہوش یہاں ہو رہا ہے

یہ چہرے دمکتے ہوئے ہر طرف
یہ چاہت کا رنگیں حسیں شور ہے
کھنکھناتی ہوئی ہنسی ہیں کہیں
پر سپنوں میں ان کے کوئی اور ہے

یہ دریا کنارہ،  یہ بانہوں میں بانہیں
یہ وعدے  یہ قسمیں  یہ رنگیں فسانے
یہ لڑنا جھگڑنا، روٹھنا  یہ منانا
آنسو بہا کر ذرا مسکرانا

کہانی سناتے ہیں اینٹ اور پتھر
ماضی عیاں سب لوگوں پہ کرتے
تاریخ میں بس ہی جائیں گے یہ بھی
کسی کو بہت یاد آئیں گے یہ بھی

یہ دنیا خوبصورت ہے“ سے ”

Translation

The city of lights, it is the center of the world
everything casts a spell here
fragrance spread in the air
every one is mesmerized by it

Glowing faces in every side
colorful noise of love
laughters are heard everywhere
though in dreams there is someone else

River (Seine) bank, arms in arms
promises, vows, colorful tales
quarrels, complains, anger and reconciliation
shedding tears and then smiles

Every stone and brick tells a tale
uncovering the past to the people
who themselves will become part of it
and someone will remember them the same way

- fromYeh Dunya Khubsoorat HaiCopyrights Reserved

اے میری زندگی
میری شام وسحر
تجھ کو ڈھونڈا کئے
ہر گلی ہر ڈگر
میری آنکھوں سے
اوجھل رہی بےخبر
تو نہ آئی نظر

ہم نے پھولوں کی وادی
میں کانٹے چُنے
آبلا پا ، سیینے میں
پھر بھی اُمنگ
ہم یوں چلتے رہے
رخ بدلتے رہے

پھر قسمت نے جادو دکھایا ہمیں
میری تاریک راہوں پہ تم آگئی
بہاریں مجھے پھر سے بخش دیں
چاندنی بن کے راتوں کو تم چھا گئی

سُن اے جاناں میری
میرا آغاز تو
تو ہی انجام ہے
میرا ہر پل صنم
کب سے تیرا ہوا
میرا جیون تو اب
بس تیرے نام ہے
مجھ کو اقرار ہے
ہاں مجھے پیار ہے
تو میرا پیار ہے

 

کھو نہ جانا ” سے

Translation

O my life
o my day & night
I looked for you
every nook and corner
but you clueless soul
remained hidden from my eyes

I picked up thorns
in the valley of flowers
with burning feet
and hope in my heart
I kept on moving
changing directions

Then fate showed its magic
you came into my dark life
gave back my springs again
and glowed like moonlight in the nights

Listen my sweetheart
you are my beginning
you are my end
my every moment
is yours
my whole life is
now only yours
I do admit
Yes I am in love, and
You are my love!

from ” Kho na JanaCopyrights Reserved

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